Change of plans.

If you know me, even just a little bit, you will know I'm a planner. I like to have things in order. I like to know what's going on, when, where, how and any other little detail I find necessary. I don't like surprises and I'm not good with the unexpected. If it's not on the calander it just isn't going to happen!

Well I thought I things all planned out and then a curve ball gets thrown in. I am pregnant. Now it's not a total surprise as we have been trying, or rather not, not trying. But these things take time and it's not something you can always plan! I am due August 27th. I'm 7w3d, nauseous and nervous!

I've decided to put off going to school. Although the majority of the classes were online, I would still have to do the in the classroom portion at the end. I can't see paying on loans for something I'm not ready to use yet. I'm going to defer and look at going next spring/summer.

So as plans change and my mindset changes I'm excited and nervous! I am seeing the nurse for my intake appointment on Wednesday. I will get blood work done at the hospital and then the following week I will meet with the doctor. I hope then we will decide on a day to do my procedure (the tying of the cervix) so I can relax a bit. I'm nervous as I don't want things to go badly but at the same time, things feel different this time.

~danielle~